So many thoughts in my head today.
The first is that this is going to be a hard day. Today is the visitation. I am going to be there with my Paula, I wouldn't have it any other way. I know she will be surrounded by family but I will be there for her for whatever she needs. I also have never been to anything like this. So, I really have no idea what I am doing. This is all new to me.
The second is I am thinking of Paula's boys today. I can't imagine how hard it is going to be. But I am in awe of my friend and her mothering. She is doing everything right. I am learning so much from her in this week. I pray that I could mother like her in a situation as difficult as this.
The third is this is a first for my kids today. I gave them the option of coming today, or not and they all said they wanted to come. My good friend Terri and her family are going to bring them. I am praying for them today.
The fourth is that I wish I could eat again. I have this strange stomach and whenever I get upset or stressed it shuts down. I always hear people talk about stress eating and can't imagine! So I am down 5 pounds. Funny that I wasn't trying to necessarily lose weight during these last 8 months of working out, but I thought if i had lost these 5 pounds I would be happy with that. So 8 months nothing, five days of grief and there they go.
Pray for the family today.
Kristen
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HOney-my prayers are on all of you today, as they have been for several days. Wish my appetite would shut down when I am stressed! I put things in my mouth without even realizing what they are. So-I found your 5 pounds. :) May the good Lord bless and keep you, Mike, Faith, Ky, Sethie and Joshi today. May He also hold Paula and her family in His healing hands.
Definitely not a good weight loss program.
We're praying for you guys
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